>2 Months

>Wow. 2 months has gone by since I lost my baby. Some days it feels like so long ago and some days it feels like yesterday. I've officially had my first cycle after miscarriage. That sure was a fun milestone. We can ttc again, I just don't know how active I want that to be. Part of me really wants to be pregnant again, the other part is a terrified little girl.

I don't really have a lot to say. My emotions are finally getting better and DH and I had some very candid conversations about all of this over the weekend. They pissed me off and helped me to heal more. I don't know how they did both, but I welcome the healing.

DH and I are going to the mountains this weekend, can you say hot tub and wine! I know I won't be ovulating, but it does not hurt to practice!